just as i had it in my head
::: as i've written i knew that this will happen, but still i dropped in and i can't say that i haven't enjoyed it
 for that 1 hour... "hell is around the corner where i shelter" it seems, but things comes and things goes, this
 is the normal way of livin' - "and i don't care if it's escapism". and as my beloved friend just quoted me - i
 wonder if anybody could tell except us, what was the context of this sentence :P - 
 <a href="http://www.edu-net.hu/dottext/d0lphin/archive/2004/09/24/347.aspx">THE TIME HAS COME TO SMILE</a>.<br/>
::: i'm ironing at the moment, it makes me relaxing... still has a feeling that makes me waiting for a phonecall,
 but i'm not fooling myself - not anymore? - and i know she won't call... but just let me comment this act with 
 one sentence: "if you have changed your mind, that's not a problem, but then inform the others so to know what
 to 'expect'... maybe i don't have the right to ask such a thing, but i - still - think that there's something
 called normal way of human acting..." :) and no i'm not mad, or not feeling bad, just commenting, otherwise
 i'm back to iron my trousers... :P and I HAVE TO DO IT AS FAST AS I CAN COZ MY FLATMATE's gf arraived, and i can't
 stand the voices anymore :P