yet another night w/o sleeping
:: it's 2:30 AM again and i feel that i won't be able to sleep tonight again. i'm starving of dreamless nights<br>
:: i've run down to the river 20 mins ago. it eased the 'pain' i felt inside, and realized that the last time i felt like this was around 4-5 years ago: feeling like a child to whom everything is brand new, while everyone is just staring at you and have that little smile on their faces and thinking in themselfves 'how cute'.<br>
:: just watching the walls and corners and i can't see the borders, thoughts here and there but obviously cannot describe them just watch/let them falling on me. when you think that you've made one step forward, you gotta know that it wasn't you who moved, it was only your shade, and actually you are far away from making that step.<br> 
:: a butterfly just flew on my pb's LCD :P<br>
:: it's time to move back to my little reality and watch the lastest (4th) episode of <a href="http://www.production-ig.co.jp/anime/gits4/episode04.html">GITS-SAC 2nd gig</a><br>
:: a little reminder: tomorrow they are showing <a href="http://www.production-ig.co.jp/anime/innocence/index.html">Innocence</a> in japan<br>
:: one more addition: i'm surprised that innocence's soundtrack wasn't written by Yoko Kanno, though the well known 'Kugutsuyou: Enkon Mite Chiru' is on the soundtrack...