sometimes it seems, that there nothing that could cheer up...
:: obviously, the more i do the more it seems useless for me. everybody is 'chasing' me: email, mail, phone, cellphone. i'm just like a stupid kid that expects a gift for his birthday, but he gets something totaly different (yes i'm waiting for something or i would rather say someone) - there are certain things that you cannot change in the way of people's thinking (to be honest there isn't any you could change :P), realizing this, and accepting it, well it's seems hard for me, but obviously it shouldn't be, coz it isn't - tho it's frustrating.<br>
:: 'do you believe in what you see? motionless wheel, nothing is real. wasting my time in the waiting line. do you believe in what you see?'<br>
:: 'nine to five, living lies, everyday,<b> stealing time</b>, everyone's taking everything they can, everything they can, everyone's taking everything they can, everything they can'<br>
:: 'and i'll shout and i'll scream, but i'd rather not have seen, and i'll hide away for another day'<br>
:: 'i couldn't slept for 6AM this morning, sometimes it feels that i'm starting to forget to sleep? things were running through my head again, and i was screaming silently. i gotta move on, else i'll be clueless(?)'<br>
:: 'clueless it seems, and mostly hopeless' i never thought that i can get myself this deep in stupidity.