a big smack in the face again
::: today i've called my (ex)math teacher (in high school), she was in a very bad mood, i heard in her voice
that she is preparing herself for dying... she only asked me: "are you comming back in the next 2 months?", and 
 silence just "dropped" on the phone line... i knew that this was the last time i heard her voice... i haven't
 seen her for like more than a year now, i wanted to see her this summer, but... now i really know how selfish 
 and sick i am... sorry