i'm just trying to loose my memories, but
... yesterday i just wanted to lose all memories of the past, and start it again, but no chance, it seems i'm only my memories - the more i want to lose them the more they are comming back, and now way to fight.<br />
... right now i'm listening to marilyn manson - that i haven't listen to for like 3 or 4 years. just starting to scare myself, where will this all end, and when will the time be beside me and not against me.<br />
... let these lines describe what i feel now:<br/>
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Shame, such a shame<br />
I think I kind of lost myself again<br />
Day, yesterday<br />
Really should be leaving but I stay
<br /><br />
Say, say my name<br />
I need a little love to ease the pain<br />
I need a little love to ease the pain<br />
It's easy to remember when it came<br /><br/>

'Cause it feels like I've been<br />
I've been here before<br />
You are not my savior<br />
But I still don't go<br /><br />

Feels like something<br />
That I've done before<br />
I could fake it<br />
But I still want more<br/ ><br />

Fade, made to fade<br />
Passion's overrated anyway<br />
Say, say my name<br />
I need a little love to ease the pain<br />
I need a little love to ease the pain<br />
It's easy to remember when it came<br /><br />

'Cause it feels like I've been<br />
I've been here before<br />
You are not my savior<br />
But I still don't go, oh<br /><br />

I feel live something<br />
That I've done before<br />
I could fake it<br />
But I still want more, oh. 
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