i just don't, never again!
::: well today i've just realized/decided that i don't, i JUST don't want to chase things in my head any more. it was
 enough, once and for _ALL_. i've wasted all my energies on stupid things like this and i've always fall, but now i
 know that this was enough, and time has come to stop it. i want it to be stopped! SO WHERE'S MY
 <a href="http://www.jazztrumpetsolos.com/solo.asp?soloist=NatAdderley&Solo=WorkSong">WORK SONG</a>? and just let it
 flow... take it from nippon soul album (the cannonball adderley sextet), and i just don't care if you fuck it up
 because i just really don't care. :)
<br/>::: so the history just repeats itself, but i don't want it to be repeated, not that way, or i could - 
 really can i?! - say neither way! i don't know if she will ever hear this - read this: i just don't want to hear 
 a sentence again that goes like this: "bolje de budemo drugari"... but i know - as it began - that it is going to
 happen, so now i can avoid the situation or just face it... one thing for sure... not that way :)