i just cannot sit down
::: well for like 3 weeks now i just cannot sit down and start working/studing. i'm totally freaked out
and has no mood for doing anything... it seems that i've got into a very depressionic mood. nothing 
really "moves" me, and i always just find excuses why not to do things. i want to scream out this mood!!!
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::: i feel that with this timeout i'm just getting dumb and dumber, and on the end my brain will be a big
 plain
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::: a <a href="http://www.nin.com">NIN</a> song heard in my head ("Nothing can stop me now...") when i saw
 <a href="http://twiki.fazan.org/bin/view/Transhackmeeting">this</a>. pula here i come :)
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::: "the only thing i can think of is going out to the kitchen taking a big knife and kill those bustards
 out there who are screaming on streets" :: whould you be so kind and SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! hungarian 
 people are sooooo fucked up!
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::: well tho i'm "proud" of you guys.... really, there was only emuka who could answer 
 <a href="http://wiking.jol.hu/blog/2004/06/04#kill">this</a> obvious question... (?)