was there...
::: was there a minute when i was<br/>
. .. smiling?<br/>
. .. laughing?<br/>
. .. enjoying?<br/> 
. .. breathing?<br/>
. .. feeling?<br/> 
. .. <b>living?</b><br/>
hardly... it was just a lie, a lie that lasted 9 years...<br/>
::: zero gravity came, i was "scared of" touching and feeling it at the first time, but i'm getting used to it
- and i promise that i'll "live, live into the world" since i'm <a href="http://www.lyricsdepot.com/nina-simone/feeling-good.html">feelin' good</a>! :)<br/>
::: i've just realized: 4 weeks since i'm... i'm... "you know how i feel"<br/>
::: the <a href="http://www.edu-net.hu/dottext/d0lphin/archive/2004/09/28/372.aspx">castle</a> can wait, but the
<a href="http://www.edu-net.hu/dottext/d0lphin/admin/ourpark.jpg">coffee</a> not! so <a href="http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/ghostshell/followme.htm">follow me</a>! :)<br/>
::: "how do you know that if it's your "past" or "present" self is the real yourself?"