a wrunged friday . .. woke up at 10:00 AM
. .. had a dream, in which i've deluded my ex-girlfriend with a classmate.
. .. tryed to reach her, but she hasn't answered the phone
. .. gone to work
. .. while taking a tram to get into the office, she called me
. .. at 12:30 PM i've got into the office, a started to debug the jdbc driver
. .. had a 1.5 hour break, so i've met my ex
. .. had a suprisingly calming conversation, while my present called me
. .. gone back to work, and was working till 2:14 AM
. .. finished my work, and took a long walk to my home
. .. "it's obvious why the JDBC driver throws an exception, if you have an 'optional' foreign key - which is a simple self reference - and trying to remove a 'root' which has children... ohh fuck the system architecture, who designed this system" - i thought, meanwhile i've heard a female voice from 'outside' (of my head) - on the bridge - which was telling "hurrah switzerland!" - i was wearing my swiss cap...
. .. 2 corners later another girl just told me: "i'm free for you.... for this night only, but free..."
. .. smiled and keeped on walking
. .. got home at 3:00 AM, but the key got left in the lock
. .. remembered the day, when this happened and you felt that you've lost your home
. .. you've knocked the door a little harder
. .. and it has opened
. .. sat down and started to write your blog
. .. meanwhile you realised that you have to wake up in 5 hours
. .. to meat your future
. .. and do it again...
. .. so, what about you... are you choosing life?